Friday, March 2, 2012 4:05 PM
Life is.. too short.
who knows you met someone today, and the next day, they might not be around anymore.
they're gone forever.
a person like him, based on his blog, is having a bright future.
a caring person, dedicated, and determined.
he loves his family as much as everyone else does.
he believes in Long Distance Relationship, and he survived.
sadly, he's gone today.
life is planned by god.
you will never know when you're going to die.
you will never know when the people around you will just gone, just like that.
and you will get the shocked of your life when you got such news.
indeed, i did.
he is my primary and secondary school friend's brother.
well, i know him as well.
he knows me and my brother.
i may not know him well, but it's very sad and i can even relate it.
his death definitely effect me at least a bit.
i can't even think about how his family is handling his sudden death.
all his family, even among cousins are close.
which what most of the family dont have such beautiful relationships nowadays.
why god has to take away good people like him?
i just don't get it. people that doing crimes are still out there.
i felt truly sorry for my friend, for his family for such loss.
keep this in your mind, he will always be with you guys.
please remember him as a good person he is.
rest in peace, Yap Chee King.
Everyone, please appreciate your loved ones.
i know, sometimes life is hard.
especially when they are your family and they are not what you want them to be.
but, they've sacrifice in order to have you in this world.
and, your friends. remind them how much you love them.
i love y'all, like truly.
and i am glad of the things that i wanted to do didn't work.
or else, i wouldn't be here telling you guys how much i appreciate you.
thanks for reading.
BURST!
Thursday, March 1, 2012 11:16 PM
take note : this is gonna be a post full with anger!
what kind of century you lived in?!
SORRY, i don't mean to be rude.
but ELDERLY don't have to respect the younger is like, so yesterday.
please.
i don't mean respect as in those you practice on your Uniformed units.
as in respect for the privacy.
i am deeply, deeply regret for putting such nasty words on you.
but that's because you triggered on the stuff that i am most sensitive about!
that's the most i am asking for.
maybe it takes one incident so that things didn't repeat?
i hope so. i cannot deal with it.
and, as a prove to how sorry i am.
i will not say any rude word (try my best, it's hard to change back when i'm saying it like i'm spelling abc.)
and..
the biggest news ever!
result is finally coming out!
date confirmed.
7TH MARCH 2012.
STPM result.
oh boi.
i don't know how is my result.
i am worried, no confident and nervous.
but what is done, is done.
just accept the result and find a way out.
but definitely hope all my last minute preparation is worth it and able for me to go to one of the top 5 Local Universities.
and, this is just a message for my bro/dude/niggas out there.
please, don't be a DOUCHE bag.
be loyal, or the worst you can be is admit the shits you've done with you ex when someone questioned you.
c'mon, your act just like you're an ultimate bambo (male version of bimbo).
you can't throw everything and blame it on the girls, padahal you were at a place that's belong to them
put a shame on yourself. don't be a girl about it, be a man about it.
for that particular person, you have just blacklisted from my contact.
pathetic douche bag.
what for, for the smartness, good looking and charming looking that god gave you?
you've just misused it.
one day, you're gonna pay for it. trust me.
he's just TOO grateful with what he have.
and if you messed with one of my close friends/sisters,
i will cut you down. trust me. i will.
or maybe, i'll probably send this girl for you. i think she suits you a lot.
omg. this lady. i think she suits you. bimbo enough for you to cheat on.
or blame. or whatever you wanna do with her.
I AM very supportive of the "Stop Lynas, Save Malaysia" campaign,
but this lady. THIS crazy lady. just make me shake my head.
i pity her.
if there is any overseas people reading this,
the lady in the video has already diagnose with the side effect of LYNAS project!
please, she can't even differentiate LYNAS and LYNUS!
she thought it's anus! (oh boi!)
please forgive this lady.
she might think she is super cute.
what a damned bimbo she is.
only-frame spec, big dolly eyes.
OMG the more i describe her, the more i feel to match up with the douche bag i mentioned just now.
i feel sad. terribly sad.
and, please. either speak in chinese or in english, in the language that you feel like you owned it!
not, like this mad lady.
alright, i think that's all. :)
STOP LYNAS, SAVE MALAYSIA!
Tuesday, February 28, 2012 2:45 PM
yes, Lynas. GTFO!
I bet everyone has heard of Lynas, if you are internet savvy person OR newspapers nerd.
but do you know what's going on?
at first, i didn't know.
to be honest, i'm not the one who always read newspaper and stuff.
when things got heated up, it got my attention.
and, of all news, this is unacceptable!
I personally don't know what our PM is thinking.
is it about the money money money?
boy, i hope Jessie J serenade the Jabatan Perdana Menteri and sing "Price Tag" in Najib's face.
i certainly don't mind to do the ooohs and aaahs for Jessie J.
i really can't accept the fact that he actually wanted our land (dahlah kecil, lagi mau waste it. buat bodoh aje)
to be a dumpsite for radioactive waste?
and it's permanent people!
sorry, i'm not scientist but i'm a science student!
radioactive is dangerous, when it's not being handle well.
and have you ever watch Sci-Fi movies or series?
where the scientist assure there is no harm for such injection and the person that being injected suddenly got out of control and then *zeng zeng zeng* the scientist is the evil man behind all these thing.
even the leader that approves all the procedure are blindsided!
and bitch please, i do believe the scientist that say it's not going to do any harm is Lynas people.
if it's our people, either it's bribed or they got having a sot-plug.
ps:/ accusing and believing is two different things, alright? i'm not accusing, i'm just believing. if i am wrong, correct me.
i totally feel bad for the kuantan residents, for facing such pressure because of our leader's decision.
i hope that he is not blindsided and concern for his rakyat, or at least for the next generation.
Where is your heart?
where is your SOUL?!
where is your BRAIN~?!
i am sure he got his pressure from those who are investing for this STUPID LYNAS project,
but please. don't be a bald bimbo.
you hear the criticisms loud and clear!
STOP LYNAS, SAVE MALAYSIA!
AVRIL LAVIGNE THE BLACK STAR TOUR
Wednesday, February 22, 2012 12:16 PM
YES! the Black Star Tour babe!
it's located at Stadium Merdeka, on 18th Febuary 2012!
and, yeap. i went to this concert with none other than Avril's big fan --SorWen B! and also Pang :)
so, thanks Pang for being the driver of the day.
literally, we reached at 330pm and the day is gloomy.
wasn't a good start since on the way to the stadium, there's traffic jam on the highway.
when we reached there, there's like 100 ppl in total queing up already.
anyway, we got pretty good view as we get the front-est stand for our ticket!
:D
while waiting, sorwen and i went for some food-hunt.
literally, the burger taste like rm1.50 cost us rm3.
u know, they earned like a bitch.
and we bought the rain coat. cost rm6.666 cuz we bought rm20 for 3.
and we met some friends!
sun woei, working for ticketpro!
i forget how much was her salary for a day, but it's worth it!
you can take turns to peek the concert!
LOL
anyway, Ciuyi and her friends also went for the concert!
it's been a loooooong looooong time since i last saw Ciuyi. :)
so, we went into the stadium at around 7.10pm.
and, literally they separate guys and girls cuz they wanna body check us.
reminder: do not bring bottles in. bring those palia water bottle can already. cuz they will break their stupid promises and claim the garbage man came and took your bottle away for recycle.
and we got so excited once entered the stadium!
leg ache for waiting to go in-gone!
tiredness- gone!
then, we waited again.
there's a DJ performing, playing hits songs and the crowd sing along.
thought it will gonna rain again, but it's like slightly rained.
and then once the DJ done, we waited for Avril to the show.
we literally saw her car came into the stadium and the crowd went wild!
lights off at 8.45pm (15mins later than schedule, i suppose)
and the bandmate came out!
first song was played : black star (totally suits the theme of the concert) :)
alright, i wont go on and on with the set list in order.
cuz bloggin' in office now =X
she performed her only no.1 US single, girlfriend which got everyone on their feet!
and, i loved that she performed "i'm with you" cuz it's my favourite one!
and "my happy ending" too!
i only don't know one or two of her songs only.
sadly, she did not performed "nobody's home" but she did, and of course a must "complicated"!
that's the ending.
and, FYI. Malaysia is the Last Stop of the Black Star Tour!
so, this is special for Avril and her band, they switched up everything!
his guitarist singing and avril took over his place, and literally they sang Foster The People smash hits, "Pumped Up Kicks"!
:D
the concert ended at 1030pm, with 18 songs on the setlist!
here's some photo:
Gloomy day.
after the concert! rock on babeh!
the stage!
literally, we look so weird. concert aftermath.
FUNNNNY pic of us in raincoat! lolol!
with Ciuyi and Sorwen :)
this is my, consider 3rd concert!
it's awesome, although Avril didn't hit the high notes that she should during the songs,
but she replaced it at the end of the songs.
she can belt out high notes!
THAT GIRL CAN SING!
the best part was, she didn't changed her lyrics.
if it's bitch, then it's bitch.
not like radio, changing bitch to chick.
i love when she performed SMILE!
:D
all of her songs is very up-tempo, so literally everyone's off the ground!
sadly, i still love Avril in her "Let Go"/ "Under My Skin" era, where she still tomboyish.
this is one the songs that she performed too! (sk8ter boi)
but not like this, it's more like standing and singing and moving around without those tomboyish act.
:)
anyway, this doesn't mean i don't like her anymore. i still love her!
and i bought her "Goodbye Lullaby" Deluxe Version for only rm40!
outside sold rm50++.
:)
so, that's it. i hope y'all enjoy this post!
:)
Wednesday, February 15, 2012 11:31 PM
hola!
so, this is my attempt to speak spanish. =/
watched too much of Modern Family.
it's a great comedy show, makes me LOL-ed.
anyway, couldn't sleep and went to both kehpoh's blog and found out they've update more than i do.
so, i'm here to, u know, update a lil'.
first and foremost,
*drumrolls*
congrats Adele for winning all the award she was nominated for Grammys!
6 of 'em!
now, all the haters who called her fat can literally shut their big fat mouth!
cuz the difference of your big fat mouth and her big fat mouth is talent!
she earned in total of 8 Grammy's Awards with her mouth.
:)
so happy for her, although she just announced she's gonna take a freaking (5 years or more) break from music.
making commitment with her current bf, who get her back on her feet and so on.
it's worth it.
take your time and make some beautiful music.
happy music, she said.
ain't she beautiful? and freaking talented! well deserved!
and.. i got my Red Guitar! *gasps!*
with gold capo!
and red picks.
they said im going red devil-ish!
and, i got my job too!
as a general clerk at a secretarial company.
literally, this job is really not environmental friendly cuz, involved lots of paper.
but what i can do is do less mistake. :)
this is my Red Guitar!
was taken at Pang's place, not my house.
and, so happy to say that..
I'M GOING TO AVRIL LAVIGNE CONCERT THIS SATURDAY!
here's a prove to it!
TEEHEE!
bought rm159 tix, 20% discounted off from rm198 tix!
going with SorWen B and Pang.
:)
gonna be wholesome!
it's my third concert actually, both first for them!
and, i got a new wallpaper on my phone!
and i love it!
Joplin and Security, both of them is Kelly's dog!
this photo is for People's magazine!
i love this shot very very much!
look how adorable the dog is!
black and white. :)
pretty much that's it. for now. i guessed.
Kelly Clarkson : Stronger
Friday, January 20, 2012 11:24 PM
alright, i always wanted to post my very own review on my all-time favourite artist new album but i couldn't find some time and space.
so, here it goes!
sorry, if you're not interested! :)
Mr. Know It All : I love this song, cuz they release the full length song on my birthday. LOL that must be false! the song is super sassy, with the lines that a lil of tongue twisting lyrics.
telling everyone that they think they are Mr. Know it All but they don't know a thing about others.
awesome lead single!
Stronger (What Doesn't Kill You) : An anthem that group everyone for a flashmob! "What doesn't kill you makes you Stronger" it's smart enough to make a person a better one! I personally think that this should be the first single, instead of Mr Know it All, but this is definitely a global hit!
it somehow remind me of "Since U Been Gone", from the arrangements and the tunes.
i cannot wait to sing on karaoke! :D
Dark Side : this song is basically telling a story that everyone has their dark side, and hoping that the person that know their dark side will stay with them. i love how the song started with, and there's a haunting part where singing "Don't runaway, dont' runaway, promise me you will stay, promise me you will stay".
Everyone has their dark side, and i hope this would be the next single!
Honestly : A song about being honest to a person, even if it's hurt. it's kinda theatrical, haunting and it can be for lovers or friends.
"love me, hate me, do it honestly."
not a single material, but it's the most different song in the whole album.
ps:/ previously recorded by Adam Lambert.
showcasing Kelly Clarkson's vocal!
You Love Me: title may sound kinda cliche. however, the song is about a person claiming that they love someone, but they are actually hurting them. it's not catchy, but listenable. it has its own rhythm and i love where she sings "strong hold, fun ride, roller coaster but it's na-na-na-not enough"
Einstein: Previously titled as "Dumb + Dumb = You" and i preferred the previous title.
it's catchy song, singing "i didn't get it first time, i don't think i'm so blind, i may not be einstein but dumb plus dumb equals you". kinda funny, but smart lyrics. i wished they could add in more beats into the song though.
Standing In Front Of You : a song that should be in a movie. it's soft and melodically sweet enough to be in a scene where a person waking up to the person they wished to see at the first place.
it's kinda like a song should be in the movie called "Love Actually".
I Forgive You : A song produced by Rodney Jerkins, who also produced songs for Pussycat Dolls and etc. very radio friendly song, singing about forgiving someone cuz the damage it's done and there's no use for hating them. this song actually makes me to become a more forgiving person.
and, i forgive you. :)
ffor the person that i forgive recently, you should appreciate this awesome song!
Hello : Love the guitar riffs on the starting of the song! it's also another catchy song, that i love singing along with. "Hello, hello, is anybody listening? not ghost, anyone who's go with me" fun song and vocally, she's good with her raspy voice.
The War Is Over: a song that reminds me of Behind These Hazel Eyes, not melodically.
A song that's about she's not fighting anymore and there's no turning back of what has been done. i love singing this song.
Let Me Down : this song was mistakenly reported as the first single, a song that is written by Kelly. This kind of song sorta like her trademark, cuz it's with angsty in it. it's catchy, and vocally reminds me of "Breakaway" album's era. this song should be in that Breakaway album though.
You Can't Win : introduced on my previous post. :) this song contains some smart lyrics about you can't win on anything you do. people will always against it, you just can't win. for me, this song will be awesome if it's a duet with P!nk or Katy Perry, cuz reminds me of them. and note that, it's written by Kelly Clarkson yo! <3
currently my favourite song!
Breaking Your Own Heart : a song that has country vibe in it. singing about a person being sad and feeling lonely and absorb everything by themselves until they break their own heart and NO ONE knows about it.
i did that, always. just to make others happy, and myself sad.
i love her voice in this song, always remind me why i love her dearly. :)
the song that should be singles :
Dark Side
I Forgive You
The War Is Over
Let Me Down
You Can't Win
so, here's my review on the Standard Edition of Stronger.
seriously, Stronger era is the best!
Labels: album reviews
Saturday, January 14, 2012 11:19 PM
Finally an update here.
been MIA cuz of working as Hamper Wrapper.
i will not elaborate much on why people got so surprised when i worked as that.
'cuz, they think they know me. but they don't really know me.
:)
it's worth the experience if it's not for the salary.
starting was a lil' hard, cuz of the weather is being so bad!
i got rashes all over on my chest the next day.
fall sick on the 6th day of work. take a day off.
now, i'm used to it.
i learned to wrap those hamper, from tall version to fancy and elegant version.
so, kinda cool. and the people there, though all chinese-educated, but they're friendly, nice and funny.
glad to know they are sampat enough. :)
left 9 more days to go, and i will be temporary jobless.
but i'm definitely signing up for any interesting job right after got back from China trip.
yup, am going to Macau, then Shenzhen and other cities from 1st day til the 8th day of CNY.
gonna missed a lot of outings with friends, but oh well.
on the other hand, i have been dealing with depression lately.
depression, as in not sickness, but emotionally.
sometimes, i just couldn't figure things out.
is it ought to be or it's just me being problematic to myself?
i can't seems to figure it out.
wanting to vanish and to be unavailable for a moment just to get a peace of mind.
or maybe just to make things loosen, so that i wouldn't have the feeling of care so much.
and i quit twitter for 3 days (failure) cuz i didn't want people to update me from twitter or facebook!
literally, there's a thing call HANDPHONE.
and, saddest thing is people ASSUME too much thing, that they think they know it all by reading twitter updates, but they actually have no idea anything about it.
worst come to worst, people would assume the things the i swear that i will never do-outcast you for some plan that seems stupid now.
cuz i know the feeling of being outcast. maybe you're so brilliant with everything and lights on your side all the time, and you seems to outcast some of the people even if it's important (or not) to you.
i will never do such thing, and i can't believe that you assume such thing from me.
guess you really don't know me and now, i don't seems to care at all if you're outcast or not.
sigh.
that's it. finally.. letting something out.
it's my blog, you know.
handle it at your own risk.
song of the month (which i really love it cuz the lyrics are awesome! you just can't win!)
You Can't Win- Kelly Clarkson.
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